Hi guys,
Well this Christmas I wanted to drop about 10 pounds. I know what you must be thinking right now "I lose weight during the Christmas season, yeah right", but I am sure with the support from you guys its possible. Let me give you a little info about me I am a University Student, so I wont be going back to school till late January so I have 5 weeks, so if I lose 2lbs a week which is really possible, I can lose the 2lbs each week.
But heres the big question HOW DO YOU LOSE WEIGHT?
I mean we all know the basics eat right and exercise, but that cost money, which I don't have so my aim for today is to make so money. Well yesterday I bought 4 scratch an win game and lost all 4 (does that normally happen, or am I bad lucked ) and I bought lotto, which will play today, so wish me luck. Also I want money to go Christmas shopping and get myself done up.
OK back to the big thing, I want to recreate myself to feel good about myself, earlier this year I suffered from BDDS which is a Body Dismorphic Disorder. Its basically a disorder about when your displeased with how you look, that it consumes you. You cant eat, you have suicidal thoughts. Some of you guys most think its really stupid and about a year ago I would too, until it hit me and I just couldn't control myself, but I think everything happens for a reason and I think this happen to me to understand those who suffer from disorder even the simplest ones, I understand its not as easy as shaking it off, its a battle, so for all those suffering out there keep holding on. I am living proof you guys can win. (If you guys want to share your stories with me or find out more about mine, just tell me).
So other stuff about me I am also a little fashionista a big polyvore person and youtube, so expect to see stuff, I want this blog to be visual for you guys.
Well leave comments I am interested to hear what you think, this is my first blog, so don't be too hard on me later guys.
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